resignation. /BITTERSWEET BUTTERFLIES

[Rebecca]

**BITTERSWEET

Well, this isn't too easy for me to say. Uh, yeah, okay. It's really, really hard for me to say, but I have to say it. It can't be avoided anymore and it can't be ignored. My decision is final.
I will be stepping down as SN's main admin.
When?
After the AR plot, maybe even before.

...why?

I've decided to step down due to multiple reasons. And no, I'm not doing this because I hate anyone or any of those stupid kinds of things. And I won't be leaving SN or anything crazy like that, I just won't be on the council and I won't be in charge. Because in my opinion, I don't feel that I should be.

I'm just going to say it, something I thought I would never say: I've gone inactive and I've lost interest in Warriors and role playing in general. Inactivity is a huugge issue. As everyone knows, admins hold the site up, they are the backbone; they enforce rules, make them, help members, and keep things running smoothly. When an admin suddenly disappears, no matter what their rank or ability, it's hard on the site. So you can understand why the absence of the main admin isn't something you can take lightly.

Because of that, I oftentimes feel horribly guilty. SN doesn't deserve to held back by an admin who rarely gets on, a main admin who rarely gets on at that. It isn't fair to anyone on this site, and when I first created this site I decided I would do everything in my power to help it thrive... and taking myself out of power is what I need to do.

My leave is due to inactivity, and also my own lack of interest in Warriors or role playing itself. I'm not sure why this is, and I wish I could offer you all an explanation. But all I know is that for the past few months I have had barely any inspiration whatsoever, and it has gotten to the point where I cannot role play. No matter what I do, I just can't find a muse or an interest to help me get through a post, and that's unacceptable. You all deserve the best.

I won't step down immediately because I don't want to cause trouble or chaos. So I'll gradually kill off my characters until I'm down to two, and at the end of the AR plot I will officially resign and become a regular member.

You all are amazing and I have no idea what I would do without you any of you, and don't forget that.

- Rebecca

[Dawn]

Petally!!! I love you and completely respect your decision. It wasn't too long ago that the same thing happened with me so I completely understand. Should you get your muse back, you always have a place among the staff here! (since I know mine came back, it could happen with you too!)

We've been friends how many years... fourish? Back in VenomClan where it made sense for a RogueClan leader to hold a badger captive with a vine and make them do his bidding (:

[Rachel]

DEAREST BEX. THIS IS IN ALL CAPS AT THIS SECOND BECAUSE I AM IN THE MIDDLE OF POSTING SPAM ON YOUR WALL.

Now, in all seriousness, I love you, admin or no. I totally respect your decision, and no matter what we'll always be best buddies. I know I haven't known you as long as some of the other people here, but I feel like we know each other pretty dang well. Also, I think you hold the title for the most (spam) posts on my wall. Even though you aren't main admin anymore we can still do all of our usual shenanigans.

Sometimes it's hard to muster up an interest. I know last semester things were hard for me, and I had to take a step back and get my bearings back. I love you, and I know you have not made this decision lightly.